I hate studying.
Especially for Psychology. Now, don't get me wrong, I'm definitely a fan of Psychology. But I just hate memorizing terms and names and dates.
Goodbye computer for a little while.
Tuesday, October 27, 2009
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Oh, Sunday's.
Beautiful day today, for sure.
Sadly enough, I wasted the majority of it SLEEPING. So, it was relaxing nonetheless.. this whole weekend has been overall relaxing. Well, besides last night-I actually went out and socialized; and concluded for once and all I'm not really liking being around drinking and stuff. So, looks like that was my last partay outting for a long while. Not that I judge the people who do go whatsoever; it's just not for me. So now that I think about it, Halloween is on Friday. I'm probably just going to make a trip back to Knoxville for the weekend. Help the kids gets dressed up, maybe go to the church Halloween party thing and help out there, go to Smokey mountain's with momma to regroup and look at leaves and enjoy the fresh air, etc. Oh! And Menchie's is having free yogurt day on Friday/Saturday if you print this hat off their website and wear it in there. Definitely planning on hitting that up. And added to that, I honestly don't think I would be doing much of anything staying here! Although I do kind of love my alone time I get to have here, I miss my family.
On another note, not much in deep thinking mode right now. Just sitting in bed. Still tired, for some reason. Chill time. I've been reading more of my book though! On up to chapter 2, and it's definitely been helping me with my life overall. Just helping me to open my eyes to what really matters and stuff. Love it.
Check it:
http://www.invisiblechildren.com/about/
One dayyy?
Lose your head just for your heart.
Sadly enough, I wasted the majority of it SLEEPING. So, it was relaxing nonetheless.. this whole weekend has been overall relaxing. Well, besides last night-I actually went out and socialized; and concluded for once and all I'm not really liking being around drinking and stuff. So, looks like that was my last partay outting for a long while. Not that I judge the people who do go whatsoever; it's just not for me. So now that I think about it, Halloween is on Friday. I'm probably just going to make a trip back to Knoxville for the weekend. Help the kids gets dressed up, maybe go to the church Halloween party thing and help out there, go to Smokey mountain's with momma to regroup and look at leaves and enjoy the fresh air, etc. Oh! And Menchie's is having free yogurt day on Friday/Saturday if you print this hat off their website and wear it in there. Definitely planning on hitting that up. And added to that, I honestly don't think I would be doing much of anything staying here! Although I do kind of love my alone time I get to have here, I miss my family.
On another note, not much in deep thinking mode right now. Just sitting in bed. Still tired, for some reason. Chill time. I've been reading more of my book though! On up to chapter 2, and it's definitely been helping me with my life overall. Just helping me to open my eyes to what really matters and stuff. Love it.
Check it:
http://www.invisiblechildren.com/about/
One dayyy?
Lose your head just for your heart.
Friday, October 23, 2009
Your Hand In Mine.
My Friday Night/Skypin':
I'd like to start off with the blank statement that I'm craving Skittles right now. Or Twizzlers. Or Starbust-something fruity!
The trials we face and struggles we go through only help us grow more. God is here with us; holding us in his arms. He wipes the tears that fall from our weary eyes, and weeps along with us.
I'd like to start off with the blank statement that I'm craving Skittles right now. Or Twizzlers. Or Starbust-something fruity!
Too bad I'm nothing but a broke college student. Unemployed.
Anyways, today mom came for a surprise visit to school, which made me happy; but then again the reasoning for the visit wasn't all my favorite I guess. I'll have to write more about it once I feel comfortable talking.. well, writing about it. Not that anyone reads this anyways.
So on that note, I'm kind of in a solitary mood tonight. Took a real long shower, made some pink lemonade, had Jesus time/started reading 'Waking the Dead', and am now currently listening to Explosions in the Sky on a man-made pillow and blanket bundle on my dorm room floor. And yes, it is Friday night. I am a college student. And I'm sitting in my dorm room. As LAME as that sounds. But at this very moment, I'm conetent with it. I'm over the whole 'party scene'. The whole dramatic outlook of college. And since it seems to be the only thing my friends here seem to grasp at, I'd rather just be by myself I guess. The upside of it, I get to have more Jesus dates and have been feeling a lot closer to him lately. I've also got to know the girls on my hall a lot better too. So, I feel a bit lonely yes, but I feel like it's for the best as of now.
The trials we face and struggles we go through only help us grow more. God is here with us; holding us in his arms. He wipes the tears that fall from our weary eyes, and weeps along with us.
Never alone.
Thursday, October 22, 2009
FallFallFall!
Oh, and while I'm laying here all cozied up, I would also just like to put the point out there that I've decided fall is my favorite season.
As much as I despise being cold; I've come to the conclusion I love cold weather. If that makes any sense at all?! I can't get enough of the whole bundling up ordeal, coffee, tea, hot chocolate-er.. okay.. any hot drink in general, scarves, cuddling, being with family, pumpkins, jorunaling/writing, colorful leaves, boots, Christmas music (yes, Christmas music; jazz to be precise), and just the smell of the air. Ahh. And now that I read back over that list, it all sounds a bit trite. But I ain't messin!
I think about you everyday.
I think about you everyday.
Gone.
Ah, why yes, I just deleted my facebook. And to be quite honest; I have no idea what to really do with myself right now.. which is kind of sad to say.
But really, I'm kind of just over everything. Over everyone. I feel like there's so much more out there then the latest pictures out there, or who is talking to who, blah blah blah, etc. To be quite frank, I'm ready to get out and go do something with my life. God has so much more planned for me-I know it. I'm over materialistic things. And self-centered people. So, I guess America in general? I haven't even got it pin-pointed on what it is exactly He wants me to do, but I'm continuing to pray about it and just fully trust Him.
Personally, I want to travel. Always wanted to. I want to help reach out. I want to go to Africa. I want to do SOMETHING. Even if it that something is minor. I just honestly am not diggin' this whole school thing at the moment. I don't know if it's just being stuck here in Cleveland, TN or what. And I know, I'm probably not even making sense right now, but I'm no maniac. Sure, one may say that 'taking a break' from school after only finishing up only 2 years is stupid. Just plain idiotic. But hey, at least I'll be helping people out in some way or form. Because as of now, I have absolutely NO idea what I want to do with my life. So why not take time to really focus on God, to gravitate away from the materialistic world I live in? I mean, this isn't going to be a permanent thing by any means. After I take off/try something new for a semester or two, I'm going to pick right back up and finish off my last 2 years. That way I can broaden my horizons a little. Get a feel for what else is out there. Venture out into the world God created; the world God wants me to reach out to. Over these past few weeks I've come to full realization that nothing is up to me. At all. God holds everything in his hands; he has complete control of every single thing in my life. I've wasted too much time not relying on God and trying to control life on my own, when it was him that I've been needing the whole time. The only thing I got out of all my stubborness is a whole 'lotta hurt-which I blamed him for.. when he should've been the last person I pointed my finger toward.
In other words, this is my post in which I'm stepping full speed ahead. Done with being caught up in the world's view and eyes; because none of it matters. What benefits will ever come out from me trying to measure up to be this perfect person in the world's eyes? How could life ever be worth livng that way?
Time to trust.
But really, I'm kind of just over everything. Over everyone. I feel like there's so much more out there then the latest pictures out there, or who is talking to who, blah blah blah, etc. To be quite frank, I'm ready to get out and go do something with my life. God has so much more planned for me-I know it. I'm over materialistic things. And self-centered people. So, I guess America in general? I haven't even got it pin-pointed on what it is exactly He wants me to do, but I'm continuing to pray about it and just fully trust Him.
Personally, I want to travel. Always wanted to. I want to help reach out. I want to go to Africa. I want to do SOMETHING. Even if it that something is minor. I just honestly am not diggin' this whole school thing at the moment. I don't know if it's just being stuck here in Cleveland, TN or what. And I know, I'm probably not even making sense right now, but I'm no maniac. Sure, one may say that 'taking a break' from school after only finishing up only 2 years is stupid. Just plain idiotic. But hey, at least I'll be helping people out in some way or form. Because as of now, I have absolutely NO idea what I want to do with my life. So why not take time to really focus on God, to gravitate away from the materialistic world I live in? I mean, this isn't going to be a permanent thing by any means. After I take off/try something new for a semester or two, I'm going to pick right back up and finish off my last 2 years. That way I can broaden my horizons a little. Get a feel for what else is out there. Venture out into the world God created; the world God wants me to reach out to. Over these past few weeks I've come to full realization that nothing is up to me. At all. God holds everything in his hands; he has complete control of every single thing in my life. I've wasted too much time not relying on God and trying to control life on my own, when it was him that I've been needing the whole time. The only thing I got out of all my stubborness is a whole 'lotta hurt-which I blamed him for.. when he should've been the last person I pointed my finger toward.
In other words, this is my post in which I'm stepping full speed ahead. Done with being caught up in the world's view and eyes; because none of it matters. What benefits will ever come out from me trying to measure up to be this perfect person in the world's eyes? How could life ever be worth livng that way?
Time to trust.
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