I'd like to start off with the blank statement that I'm craving Skittles right now. Or Twizzlers. Or Starbust-something fruity!
Too bad I'm nothing but a broke college student. Unemployed.
Anyways, today mom came for a surprise visit to school, which made me happy; but then again the reasoning for the visit wasn't all my favorite I guess. I'll have to write more about it once I feel comfortable talking.. well, writing about it. Not that anyone reads this anyways.
So on that note, I'm kind of in a solitary mood tonight. Took a real long shower, made some pink lemonade, had Jesus time/started reading 'Waking the Dead', and am now currently listening to Explosions in the Sky on a man-made pillow and blanket bundle on my dorm room floor. And yes, it is Friday night. I am a college student. And I'm sitting in my dorm room. As LAME as that sounds. But at this very moment, I'm conetent with it. I'm over the whole 'party scene'. The whole dramatic outlook of college. And since it seems to be the only thing my friends here seem to grasp at, I'd rather just be by myself I guess. The upside of it, I get to have more Jesus dates and have been feeling a lot closer to him lately. I've also got to know the girls on my hall a lot better too. So, I feel a bit lonely yes, but I feel like it's for the best as of now.
The trials we face and struggles we go through only help us grow more. God is here with us; holding us in his arms. He wipes the tears that fall from our weary eyes, and weeps along with us.
Never alone.
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